Friday, January 27, 2006.

Somehow, I think JC life isn't as good as people portray it to be.

Well, I might be cynical but all these needs a little getting-used-to.

The culture in Crescent is very so different from JJ, and you can't do the things you used to do in Crescent at JJ. Maybe it's the presence of the male species, but then, in a JC, I can't help but feel a little uneasy.

For one thing, I really do not appreciate the disgusting attitudes of some guys, their carping remarks, their unworthy jokes and their nonchalance about things. Even communication is hard with girls. When I say, "I need to pee,", my classmates look at me and give me that can-you-not-say-that look. And when I say, "I feel like shiting,", they give me the irked off look.

I can't help but I can't shake this off. It's been in me for four long years it's tremendously hard to kick that habit. I say what I want to say directly when the issue's an unsensitive one. I don't get what's wrong with declaring your urgent need for the restroom.

Being in a girl's school for four years has made me open up and a little crazier. You know, just a little more on the wild side. I'm really loud, I can't be tame, and sometimes I feel that some girls are really really really irksome. Let's just say that it's hard to imagine that girls can be like that. As for what like that means, you go figure it out yourself.

How I wish there is ONE JC (who cares if the standard's good or bad) in Singapore that is non co-ed. I think most of us Crescentians would flock there. FLOCK. I'd be the first. I love the environment in Crescent. If I had been in a mixed school, I don't think that I'd be what I am like today. And gosh, I certainly hope that no one in my class in the future or ANYONE IN CLOSE PROXIMITY is a twit. I really really do not wish to make twit-ish friends.

I cannot stand girls who yak non-stop about the opposite sex, I cannot stand girls who just HAVE to walk into a make-up shop when they see one, I cannot stand girls who express EXTREME vanity, I cannot stand girls who are... well... ah lian-ish, twit-ish and... bimbos - they depend. The kind of girl like ... SELINA. Gosh I cannot stand her. That is why Hebe is always the more well-liked one amongst girls.

Anyway to divert a little I went to watch 霍元甲。I don't get what's the problem with the movie production team, but Jay's song never once came out or was heard during the movie. NEVER. What's the point of a theme song that isn't played during the entire movie at all? The show was gory, and I think it was the first time I watched a chinese action flick in a cinema. Everything was so odd. And the entire theatre was so huge we were stupid enough to take seats 2 rows from the back. We went to sit in front.

Jet Li has aged. And I like that Japanese guy called Tanaka. He's got character. Unlike the stupid idiot who cares only about making money. But the show was very bloody and very gory. And the anti-climax. HE DIED! Oh fine he was a real person but the way he died was so AHHHH! Makes your blood boil and at the unscrupulous underhand means people can think of just to make their pockets heavier. But too bad, you bespectacled idiot, your money's GONE!

Oh it was rather scary yesterday cause the entire of LIDO was filled with ACS people. No idea if they're from I or B. But is there any difference in their uniforms? And ACJC's too?!

Oh YES. Went back to Crescent yesterday and all I can say is the CNY celebrations at JJ aren't very interesting. Crescent had a wee bit more vareity, but still not enough to keep me captivated. HAH. It was very fun when about 10 over of us Crescentians in JJ took the train to Redhill. We dominated one cabin chain and we started taking pictures in the midst of the chatter and people-shuffling in the train. We were making quite a lot of noise but HAH. Who cares. And CK was blasting PUMP IT and That's Where You Find Love on her phone. We were doing JJ cheers while walking and got some uninvited muddled expressions.

Seriously, I don't mind being a Sec 4 again, being in Crescent again, being comfortable with everyone again. That's a feeling I'm going to miss!

And Eunice, if you're reading this, all the best for your 3 minute talk alright? YOU CAN DO IT! :D

Wow it's a miracle that whilst typing, I can shift from utter pessimism to a little optimism. (:

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